He'd regretted it almost the instant he'd heard himself say it. Not because it wasn't true - it was - but because it wasn't what this was. It wasn't what Finn had signed up for. And the way that Finn instantly froze was more than enough to hammer that home. It was stupid, the way he fell his heart fall in his chest, that strange aching hollowness biting through everything else. He knew it was stupid - because he had no right, on any level, to feel rejected - not with Finn's hand on his cock - but that was the problem.

It would be so much easier if he was just here for the sex, like Finn was.

His own chuckle was just as forced even if it didn't sound it, and his hand caught at Finn's wrist to still it.

"Actually I do have an idea," He said, trying to backtrack. "Though it requires a change of venue."